Antisocial robot

Yep. Maybe that's just what I am. Who'd ever think that a little immature thing that I used to do would affect me so much, making me become what I now hate? To think that once upon a time, the words 'talkative' and 'outspoken' appeared in my report book comments rather than 'quiet' and 'conservative'. Man it really sucks bad to be an antisocial stone.

Hmm, maybe it's the little rubbish things that I used to do that makes me feel so incompetent, but I feel like I've gotten what I don't deserve:/

Happy :)

At the start of this short holiday, I wasn't so sure I'd be happy. I thought I'd be staying at home all day, studying like a robot and disconnecting myself from the world. I thought that it'd be yet another boring holiday. Thank God I thought wrong. Thursday and Good Friday wasn't that good for me, learning all the problems and feeling helpless about it. I mean, it's already pretty bad to learn that some of your primary school friends hang out with a bunch of underage smokers. And then there was The Matter. Things didn't start out so well, so naturally I got quite pessimistic about the rest of the holidays.

But things turned out for the better the next day. It was quite an eventful day, with choir and church. Choir was pretty fun and the singers there (mainly the tenors) are of higher calibre. Despite this, I still feel that ahschoir is still the best. It's not only a choir where I sing in. It's a family full of great people. Haha pretty late for the realisation to dawn upon me but hey, better late than never yea? Okay moving on to church. It has been a VERY LONG time since I got back to church, but I thank God I did. HOGC has changed a lot, becoming more awesome than ever. Initially I felt a bit awkward and lost, having missed so many months of church previously. But After a while, thanks to the familiar friendliness and kindness of people in HOGC, I managed to fit in more easily. Thank God for the wonderful message. And Thank God for Jesus.

As the next day came, it started to get boring again, as I studied and had tuition for the majority of the day. It was becoming the boring holiday that I thought it would be. I refused to let the holidays end of on this terrible sour note. So I decided to head out for parkway and east coast park to kill the boredom. It was pretty fun and relaxing as I got to take some photos and take my mind of all the unhappiness and troubles. So, this 3-day break has finally come to an end, and I'm thankful for all I've managed to experience. I'm really happy :)

Here are some of the photos I took
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Thank you Denise, for allowing me to be a listening ear and for being a listening ear yourself. Also, thank you the priceless joy you have given me. This holiday wouldn't have been half as awesome without you:)

I got a feeling

I have never really been good in socialising with people. Especially girls. So sorry

Maybe my body is missing a socialising gene or something. Anyhow, I'm still thankful that I somehow manage to guide people, especially my tenors to greater heights. It feels really good to know that you've helped your members in one way or another to tap into their true potential. Of course, I've also been blessed with the fact that my section is really very focused and well behaved one. I've got a good feeling about this. Let's just do our very best and make true music on Wednesday.

hmm

I hate hospitals. I’ve hated them since young. The last time I went to a hospital was in primary one, when I had to put on a cast for my fractured elbow. When you go to a hospital, it’s rarely ever for a good reason. Today was no exception. This afternoon, I went to the hospital to visit my grandmother. I pray for God’s healing hands to be upon her.