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28/12/09 - Monday
Beaten by the Devil
Tonight after coming back from Singapore expo, I decided to have a last game of Battlefield Heroes before bed. As I played, I constantly got killed by this guy called DickheadTheThird (I know, what kind of name is that?) He was hacking. I could stand one field away invisible and he could just pluck me off like an apple from a tree. Honestly, I was pissed. I was way beyond pissed. I threw him vulgarities and I even joined his team just so I could teamkill him. I'd have to admit it, it felt great to vent out my anger at him. I felt victorious. But in actual fact, I was utterly defeated. I sinned badly. So now I ask The Lord to forgive me as well as help me to forgive that guy. Yea it's really retarded that I acted so immature-ly. At the end of the day, I just realised that I wasted 2 hours trying to kill that fellow.Sheesh how retarded can I get?
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30/12/09 - Wednesday
CHORAL ELITE CONCERT
I went to watch my brother perform today at the esplanade. It's was his last performance with VJChoir. I didn't know many of the songs but boy, the choristers from the Vocal Consort, Victoria Chorale and Victoria Junior College could really sing! The tenors sounded so good. So rounded, so light. They were one sound, and it was really fantastic. When I listened to this talented group of people, I wonder whether I'll ever be as good as them. I've got a long way to go. Well, I'd better work hard if I want to achieve the results I desire. Here is one of the songs they performed that I knew.Pardon the humming along if you can hear it.
The Seal Lullaby-VJchoir,VChorale,Vocalconsort
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31/12/09 - Thursday
Beaten by the Devil, again.
This afternoon I went down to play soccer. It started off pretty well.Scored a few nice goals, made some nice passes. Yea but when the little kids came, we played. Sure I still did some nice passes and scored some nice goals. But the problem was, the keeper was letting in lots of unnecessary goals, and when I did provide my teammates with passes that leave them 1 on 1 with the keeper, they shoot it wide or kick it sky high. Furthermore, I hardly got the ball. I kept calling for passes, but they never came. I was so frustrated. So when the ball finally did come, I just whacked it as hard as I could. It was right here where I failed. Man, I think I got anger management issues dude. I got to keep it together.sigh.
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31/12/09
Review of 2009 and 2010 resolutions
Okay 2009 has been a tiring, scary , somehow fun, unfulfilling year. Many things happened. Let's organize the stuff in an orderly manner
GOOD:
- We got Gold With Honours for SYF.
- I'm closer with my brother now.
- God blessed me with good results although I didn't work hard.
- I made new friends.
- I brought 5 friends to church!
- I found my Church
- I've led my sec 2 life pretty interesting-ly
- I failed 2 tests in a year.
- My brother and I quarreled with our parents about the Christian/Taoist issue.
- Anger managment stuff.
- I'm becoming slack-er
- I've become more easily irritated.
- I tend to bottle up my feelings more than before.
- I've become pretty quiet so I've somehow got to the state that I forgot how I should go around talking to people and it feels weird.
- Score better grades
- Be more hardworking
- Be more independent
- Do better in choir
- Do better as a son of God
- Manage time better
- Manage anger and stress better
- Be more confident
- Be A LOT MORE approachable
- Be more human
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